I am now working on Scott Air Force Base in Illinois.  I have been there for two months now.  The money isn't great but the job is easy.  I am not too deterred from the lack of pay because I know it will go up in the next year. 

My husband and I just bought plane tickets for Alaska and I can't wait to go.  I am stoked!  I have never been there before and it's a whole new experience. 

Spiritually I have become rather stagnant.  I am reading a good book though called,...Drawing Down The Moon.  It is informative and really interesting.  I suggest anyone who is just starting out to read this book.  It has given me a few ideas.  I won't go into the ideas but you should understand after reading. 

Just thought I would catch everyone up on my recent life.

almost forgot how to blog.  I have gotten a new job recently and it has been going rather well.  It hasn't been too bad.  My marriage has been going through some ups and downs but what do I expect, perfection?  I am about to go to a Beltane festival at Wolvenwold in Elk Creek, MO.  I am hoping things go much smoother than last year.....All my good friend's know what I mean by that.  I can say that I have finally learned how to meditate.  I am now dreaming every night.  I just started writing a dream journal and I am learning quite a bit about myself.

I can actually say that I have made breakthroughs with my spirituality this year that I didn't think was possible. I can't wait to learn more!!!

Blessed Be, ~Kayrn

I am finally back home and extremely happy about it!!! I missed everyone and everything!!!  I missed Fluffy my cat so badly that he wasn't allowed to leave my side at all last night.  He didn't mind because he didn't move from my side either.  Three total weeks of being gone from home and husband and friends is just too much and I don't ever want to do it again.  I probably wont for a very long time. To every single one of my friends on here, I love ya's.  Blessed Be.

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Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

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    I just had an experience that I will never forget.  I was driving to a particuler town in Indiana and the road flooded over as I was driving.  It was flowing like a river, uncontrolled.  It was so high that it almost killed my truck.  I turned around and had to go through it again.  I have never shook so hard, in fact, I am still shaking.  It was flowing so hard it's seriously amazing that I made it through without finding the other side into the ditch.  I think the Goddess was looking out for me for some reason.  I shouldn't of made it through yet I somehow did.  I am still shaking.  I am still supposed to go to South Bend, IN tomorrow and I don't know if I should because it is flooding so badly and tornadoes are going through now and freezing rain and snow.  I just don't think I should tempt fate again.  I was told to go up there anyway.  I just wish this could be done at a later time.  I might sound like a scaredy cat but let me tell you that after tonight I'm scared.