I really miss home and my friends.  I can't wait to get home and I still have a full week of work yet to do.  My husband didn't get to go with me on this trip, I am by myself, and very lonely.  Yes, I get to travel but it isn't as enjoyable when there is no one to share it with.  I have been checking my  e-mail on a daily basis hoping I will get a messege of good news from a friend or two.  I don't want to call because I work a lot of late hours and I don't like to keep people up.  I am just hoping that I get this done as fast as I can and get home to the only man in my life.  I will leave another blog letting you know when I get to South Bend which should be within the next 5 days.  I hope all my friends are doing well.  I miss you all.

I am now in Louisville, KY and in a couple of days I will be in Lexington,KY.  Now don't think that is the last of this trip because I have two more.  Ft. Wayne, IN and South Bend, IN.  Doesn't that sound like fun?  By the way, I just left Indianapolis, IN.  I have no time to sleep good and the whole time I am wishing I could.  I just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing fine and entirely too busy.  I also miss my other half because he is at home this time.  I can't miss him too much because I am busy.  I am exhausted.  Just thought someone might be curious as to why no messeges lately.  Goodnight!

Having serious trouble meditating and or even sleeping.  To fall asleep I have to fall over from exhaustion.  I think I need a little advice.  I have not been able to quiet my mind....Yes, I am stressed but nothing more than usual.  My body feels like it's in knots and other than that I don't know how to explain it.  By the way, I can not drink milk.  Does not work for me.  I tried lavander to relax, I relaxed but I couldn't stop the brain.  What else?.....

I guess I just wanted to tell everyone that my life is again ever changing.  I'm married now and my last name is completely different and shorter.  Yea!!!  I like that part.  I went to a store the other day and I signed my old last name by accident and I think it kind of hurt my husbands feelings a little bit.  It just seems strange to me that I wont be signing that old last name anymore.  It's wierd.  I grew up with it but I want my future kids to have the same last name as his father and mother.  I thought about hyphenating and decided it was too much trouble to do that.  I love him and I have already given him everything about me,...what is just a name?  You know?  I am happy and still a little scared but it all works out in the end.

I am without a job right now and really need to get one.  I just put in an application for a job with Target's grocery area for a managers position.  I'm just hoping it works out.  I have worked in grocery stores for the last ten and a half years and the last two and a half was a assistant department head.  I think I have a good chance.  I am just two years short of experience than my last boss so it should work out.  I am going to do a little magick to figure this out.  Blessed Be~Kayrn

Andrew and I had a ceremony today and it was wonderful and the funniest part was, was that I told him the first thing I wanted to do was tell everybody that I am a married woman and scream it to the world!  I love you Syra and Waterlilly, you are my greatest friends!  If you it weren't for you two this would have been doomed.  To everyone on this site that reads this since I won't be on here until after, Have a great Yule! ~Blessed BE.